It’s the only dream I know I had
So
Losing it kind of makes me sad
So
I know it will get over it
So
But right now I am kind of spent
So

It seems all my replies are
So
And yet I am none the wiser
So
I push out and I try to feel
So
It only makes the pain more real
So

I pull back and I pull away
So
I’m not hurt by the words they say
So
The walls are climbing brick by brick
So
There’s no hole of even an inch
So

I tuck away my aimless gait
So
I hide behind my sunny fate
So
The words that cut so swift before
So
Won’t climb the wall or breach the door
So

The tears that fall when I lie down
So
Won’t have the chance to hit the ground
So
No evidence the hurt will leave
So
No organ lives on this torn sleeve
so

 

9/17/13