I open my eyes and he’s gone

Too startled to be upset

A fear touches me and i panic

unsure of exactly what happens next

I open my eyes and he’s gone

But a memory of what was just real

My core trembles quick

And i am scared to feel, to feel, to Feel.

I open my eyes and he’s gone

I return how i started, alone

And there’s no way he knows

What ways can i show

What absence does to my ozone.